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Thursday, August 03, 2006

Look, it's an update!

So I'm reading The Case for Faith again. It's SUCH a great book, I absolutely love it. The first chapter is about suffering. People think that since evil and suffering exist, a loving God cannot. However, an interview Lee Strobel has with Peter John Kreeft disproves that thought. Kreeft comes up with some amazing and true points/analogies that I wanted to share.


First of all, I'd like to start off with one of my favorite quotes ever. (Which happened to come from the first chapter of this book.) I've put it on my xanga probably twice before, but I love it so much, I just have to share it again.

“I could never myself believe in God, if it were not for the cross… In the real world of pain, how could one worship a God who was immune to it? I have entered many Buddhist temples in different Asian countries and stood respectfully before the statue of Buddha, his legs crossed, arms folded, eyes closed, the ghost of a smile playing round his mouth, a remote look on his face, detached from the agonies of the world. But each time after a while I have had to turn away. And in imagination I have turned instead to that lonely, twisted, tortured figure on the cross, nails through hands and feet, back lacerated, limbs wrenched, brow bleeding from thorn-pricks, mouth dry and intolerably thirsty, plunged in God-forsaken darkness. That is the God for me! He laid aside his immunity to pain. He entered our world of flesh and blood, tears and death. He suffered for us. Our sufferings become more manageable in light of his. There is still a question mark against human suffering, but over it we boldly stamp another mark, the cross which symbolizes divine suffering. ‘The cross of Christ… is God’s only self-justification in such a world’ as ours.
--John R. W. Scott


We can trust God
How can we, mere finite humans, be sure that infinite wisdom could not tolerate certain short-range evils in order for more long-range goods that we couldn’t foresee? Pretend that a bear is stuck in a trap and a hunter wants to liberate him. He tries to win the bear’s confidence, but he can’t do it, so he has to shoot the bear full of drugs. The bear, however, thinks this is an attack and that the hunter is trying to kill him. He doesn’t realize that his is being done out of compassion. He reaches this conclusion because he’s not a human being. God does the same to us sometimes, and we can’t comprehend why he does it any more than the bear can understand the motivations of the hunter. As the bear could have trusted the hunter, so we can trust God. [43, 44]

When I was going through a particular hard time in my life, I was reminded of a song that talks about how God knows what he's doing even if we don't. It offers a lot of encouragement. The lyrics are as follows:

God will make a way
When there seems to be no way
He works in ways
We cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength
For each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way


I have lots of troubles trusting that God knows what He is doing. When I go through hard times... especially big workloads, betrayal, or just lots and lots of stress, it's hard to understand why God would let me go through it. However, the lyrics to the song above and the analogy of the bear and hunter are just reassuring that indeed, God will make a way.

God is all-knowing
If God is all-knowing, he could deliberately tolerate horrible things like starvation because he foresees that in the long run that more people will be better and happier than if he miraculously intervened. God has specifically shown us very clearly how this can work. He has demonstrated how the very worst thing that has ever happened in the history of the world (dying on the cross) ended up resulting in the very best thing that has ever happened in the history of the world (opening of heaven to human beings) [53].

God knows what he's doing. Remember just a few months ago when I was running for Student Body President? I wanted it SO badly. But God didn't want me to have it. I was crushed. I remember crying in the bathroom after finding out the news, crying when my mom saw me before track practrice, crying on the bus to Chabot, crying (a LOT) at Chabot, and crying when I got home. I couldn't understand why God would take away something I wanted SO badly. But then I generally realized that He knew what He was doing. He knew that if I become president along with my 5 AP classes, Leo's Club, LC duties, Church duties, track, and all the other activities I had to do, I would die. I would completely die of stress. And He wanted me to focus on HIM more. I had been doing... not so well in my spiritual life at that moment. This "tragedy" was like a wake-up call for me. God was saying "hey, what about me? You're busy serving me, but when was the last time you actually talked to me?"
I did end up "better and happier than if he miraculously intervened." I really am SO happy that I am not student body president now. And God knew it all along. What a wonderful and all-knowing Father we serve!

Pain leads to some eventual good
God is wise enough to foresee that we need some pain for reasons which we may not understand but which he foresees as being necessary to some eventual good. Therefore, he’s not being evil by allowing that pain to exist. There are times when God allows suffering and deprives us of the lesser good of pleasure in order to help us toward the greater good of moral and spiritual education. [56]

There's a poem in my Bible that I love. It goes like this:

I walked a mile with pleasure
She chattered all the way
But left me none the wiser
For all she had to say
I walked a mile with sorrow
And never a word said she
But oh, the things I learned from her
When sorrow walked with me


I hope and pray that when we go through tough times we'll remember these points... that we can trust God to bring us through whatever we're going through. That God is all-knowing. And that pain leads to some eventual good.


"Not only so, but we also rejoice in our suffering because we know that suffering produces perseverance, perseverance, character; and character, hope."
Romans 5:3-4

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

I care about school too much...

And it's hurting me.

Just gotta remember that God made different people good at different things.

But then that arouses other problems...

I think I think too much... prayer would be nice?

Better post later? I should stop promising that... I never get around to doing it.

But thanks for visiting the blog anyways!

PS. Don't forgot about the regular updates on my xanga. www.xanga.com/lilrockclimber22

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Saturday, September 10, 2005

I'll do a real update soon...

Thanks to my small but loyal blog readers for checking everyday...

My next post will be dedicated to you.

Your patience will be rewarded.

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Wednesday, August 03, 2005

New Song...

In honor of AP US History, I have changed my song to what it was previously... the Animaniacs President Song!

Here are the lyrics, enjoy.

Heigh ho, do you know
The names of the U.S. residents
Who then became the presidents
And got a view from the White House loo
Of Pennsylvania Avenue?

George Washington was the first, you see
He once chopped down a cherry tree
President number two would be
John Adams and then number three

Tom Jefferson stayed up to write
The Constitution late at night
So he and his wife had a great big fight
And she made him sleep on the couch all night

James Madison never had a son
And he fought the War of 1812
James Monroe's colossal nose
Was bigger than Pinocchio's

John Quincy Adams was number six
And it's Andrew Jackson's butt he kicks
So Jackson learns to play politics
Next time he's the one that the country picks

Martin Van Buren, number eight
For a one-term shot as Chief of State
William Harrison, how do you praise?
That guy was dead in thirty days

John Tyler, he liked country folk
And after him came President Polk
Zachary Taylor liked to smoke
His breath killed friends whenever he spoke

Eighteen fifty, really nifty
Millard Fillmore's in
Young and fierce was Franklin Pierce
The man without a chin

Follows next a period spannin'
Four long years with James Buchanan
Then the South starts shootin' cannon
And we've got a civil war
A war, a war down south in Dixie

Up to bat comes old Abe Lincoln
There's a guy who's really thinkin'
Kept the United States from shrinkin'
Saved the ship of state from sinkin'

Andrew Johnson's next
He had some slight defects
Congress each
Would impeach
And so the country now elects

Ulysses Simpson Grant
Who would scream and rave and rant
While drinking whiskey
Although risky
'Cause he'd spill it on his pants
It's eighteen seventy-seven
And the Democrats would gloat
But they're all amazed when Rutherford Hayes
Wins by just one vote

James Garfield, someone really hated
'Cause he was assassinated
Chester Arthur gets instated
Four years later, he was traded

For Grover Cleveland, really fat
Elected twice as a Democrat
Then Benjamin Harrison; after that
It's William McKinley up to bat

Teddy Roosevelt charged up San Juan Hill
And President Taft, he got the bill
In 1913 Woodrow
Wil...
...son takes us into World War One

Warren Harding, he does fine
It's Calvin Coolidge next in line
And then in nineteen twenty-nine
The market crashes, and we find

It's Herbert Hoover's big debut
He gets the blame and loses to
Franklin Roosevelt, president who
Helped us win in World War Two

Harry Truman, weird little human
Serves two terms and when he's done
It's Eisenhower who's got the power
From fifty-three to sixty-one

John F. Kennedy, he gets shot
So Lyndon Johnson takes his spot
Richard Nixon, he gets caught
And Gerald Ford fell down a lot

Jimmy Carter liked campaign trips
And Ronald Reagan's speeches' scripts
All came from famous movie clips
And President Bush said "read my lips"

Now in Washington D.C.
There's Democrats and the G.O.P.
But the one in charge is plain to see
It's Clinton, first name Hillary

The next President to lead the way
Well, it just might be yourself one day
Then the press'll distort everything you say
So jump in your plane and fly away

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Monday, July 11, 2005

About time for a post, I'm thinking. So here it is.

This was my devotion from like... 2 months ago. I've been meaning to do this post but I never got around it. I remembered this devotion over the last few days because of umm... well you'll find out later.

Fix Your Focus
"I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11

Danish philosopher Soren Kierkegaard addresses the nature of true humility by suggesting we think of an arrow soaring on its course toward its target. Suddenly, the swift-moving arrow halts in mid-flight to see how far it has come, how high it has soared, how its speed compares with another arrow, or to apprehend the grace and ease with which it flies. Right at the moment when it turns to focus on itself, the arrow falls to the ground.

Preoccupation with self is counterproductive to reaching our goals. It is the opposite of humility, which is preoccupation with the Lord.

How many times do we compare ourselves to others and measure our success or failure according to someone else's life? The Bible says this is not wise. (See 2 Corinthians 10:12.) The reason God tells us that comparing ourselves to others is not wise is because His plan for our life is totally unique. If we have a questions about our life, we should look only to Him.

As for evaluating ourselves, the Bible says we are to examine our hearts, making certain we are walking in faith and purity toward the Lord. (See 1 Corinthians 11:28 and 2 Corinthians 13:5.)

Second Timothy 1:5 exhorts us to stir up the gifts God has given us, and Jesus made it quite clear in the parable of the talents that we are to use all the abilities and resources God gives us to give glory to Him. (See Matthew 25:14-29.)

Whether we are examining our hearts or using the gifts and talents God gave us, our focus is always on the Lord. Our motivation is to please Him, draw closer to Him, and serve those He leads us to serve.

The irony of the Christian life is that when we give our lives to God and to other, we receive true joy and fulfillment. It is when we hold onto our lives and are consumed with our own selfish desires and interests that we are miserable and nonproductive.

Take your mind of yourself, and concentrate on your loving Heavenly Father. Ask Him about His plan for you life.

"Trust the past to the mercy of God, the present to His love, and the future to His providence" -Saint Augustine of Hippo


So lately, I've been very guilty with comparing myself to others. I got my AP score back on Saturday. I got a 3. I was pretty ok with it until I started asking what other people what they got. And then I started getting really depressed because I studied REALLY hard... a lot harder then some of the people in my class... and they still did better than me. This made me feel worthless and stupid and I just grew really depressed. Remembering this devotion, however, I realized that I shouldn't have compared myself to my friends, classmates, siblings, or anyone. God has given us all different gifts, according to the plan He has for our lives. I'm better at some things than other people, and other people are better at memorizing facts than me. As long as I tried my best (which I did), I know God is pleased with the work I did.


So... that's my post for today. And thanks to all those people who gave me encouragement when I was down. It helped a lot. =)

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Friday, June 17, 2005

God is good. =]

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Thursday, May 26, 2005

This week hasn't been very nice. Lots of my drama in my class has been making me think a lot. All I can do is rely on God and trust that He will carry out His good and perfect plans...

Lord I need You, when the sea of life is calm
Oh Lord I need You, when the wind is going strong
Whether trials come or cease
Keep me always on my knees
Lord I need You, Lord I need You.

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